In order to move forward and embrace the adventures that 2010 has in store, I must first look back. For I have come to learn that it is in the days gone by that the Lord has graciously prepared me for what is to come. When David beat Goliath & took a step towards all the promises and destiny he was purposed for, he knew 3 things – firstly, that God was bigger than any obstacle in his way; secondly, Goliath was so big that he couldn’t miss; and thirdly, God had already prepared him for the challenges ahead and equipped him with all he needed to claim God’s victories and promises. He already had the slingshot… and knew how to use it! In this past year, not a single day has passed that was not pre-ordained by Him. No battle has been fought in vain. No tear has been shed un-noticed by my Father. No dream fulfilled that wasn’t designed to be a tree of life for His glory. So for that, I have a LOT to be thankful for in 2009!
“…a longing fulfilled is a tree of life”
Proverbs 13:12 (NIV)
I can vouch for that 10x over! This year saw many of my dreams fulfilled… all to the glory of God. Most amazingly, from an idea scribbled on a piece of paper, Jabulile Pre-school is very much now a reality with 2 amazing teachers planting seeds in 40 3-5 year olds every day… which I am convinced will reap fruit for generations to come!! I honestlylove every minute of the adventure of living in Backdoor and the relationships I have developed, and also saw amazing testimonies from our youth development outreaches… and on a less serious note I got to have 3 pet ducks (Shuey, Dewie & Duck) & I got to fly a plane!!! (Both long-time dreams of mine!) God knows our deepest desires… even those that remain un-voiced. And our Father takes delight in giving His kids the desires of our hearts! It only persuades me to dream more and dream bigger. I think he’s up to the challenge! 
“Rejoice in the Lord always. I will say it again: Rejoice! Let your gentleness be evident to all. The Lord is near. Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God. And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus.”
Philippians 4:4-7 (NIV)
This year also posed some of the biggest challenges I have faced and some very testing times. But looking back at the year, I am just as thankful for these trials as for the dreams! I am so thankful to the Lord for teaching me to be thankful in times of trial and rejoice in the valley. He really taught me how to stand firm on His promises for me and be certain of the fact that He will always give me the strength to hold on to Him when it seems I have nothing else left. He is my testimony! I pray it is a lesson that I never un-learn!
“I cry out to God Most High, to God, who fulfills his purpose for me. ”
Psalm 57: 2 (NIV)
This year has spurred me on to push for the greater and deeper places that God calls me to be. I know who I am in Him… and I know what He has called me for. I know that God is up to something – and that He’s far from finished with me yet. I believe there is so much more to come! I know my vision for the churches, community and youth in South Africa is from Him… and it only continues to grow and burn.
About 4 years ago it was prophesied over me that 2010 would be a pivotal year for me. And I often pondered what that would look like. It turns out that I am dedicating the first half of the year to Him – and I know He will honour that. From next week I shall be a student of the Partners in Harvest school of ministry in Manchester, UK. It is called iDestiny – ‘Unlock Identity. Release Destiny.’ It is something that has been on my heart to do – and I know I will see amazing fruit in my own life, relationships and ministry. I know this teaching can change lives, communities and nations. It believe it is a worthy investment and will be an exciting journey as I step out in faith.
I would love for you to please join me on this journey. God’s up to something… I’d love to share it with you. And I truly covet your love, prayers and support.
